YEA...I KINDA LIED...THIS WOULD BE DA LAST ENTRY....HOPE YOU PEOPLE LIKE IT....
Yea so im goin to die...
and who gives a fuck...
seems like everyone just passes me by...
and now...i guess im out of luck.
yea my life was sheit,
but now its comming to an end...
please god...hurry up and let me do it
so i could tell her "thank you" for being my best friend.
just one lil thing that will get me mad will kill me...
but i've been mad my whole life,
why can't prople just let me be,
so i can stop this trife.
but ima leave telling you this...
thank you for helping....
helping me learn the meaning of "love's bliss"
GOOD BYE 
[[ TiFFANY`S EDiT ]]
okay.. well yeah.. noy said that he'll stop writing in this.. but.. i never said that i will.. hehe .. so yeah.. uhh.. i guess.. this is something that i really had to get off my back for a really long time.. but i just never found the right words to say it.. so finally.. i figured out a way.. eventho i know its not the best way.. but hey.. its worth a shot... can't hurt a girl for trying right??? so here i go...
TiTLE : TiME TO STOP LYiNG TO MYSELF AND FACE THE TRUTH
There is so much pressure put onto me,
i don't think that i can take any more of this pain.
there are so many tears that stream down my face
its as if there has been a shower of rain.
No one sees it
and i can just easily play it off
because my pain is silent
and my cries are so soft
though some people can see it,
they don't do anything
knowing that i can be lethal
when they see me hurting.
I think i made a decision
and i think i wanna just remain friends,
but i know that you're hurting
and that hurting never ends.
I know what you're feeling,
and its hard to let me go.
There are just some those times
where you have to say its so.
I really didn't know how to break it to you
but this was the only way i found right.
Because knowing me in person,
i probably would have just started a fight.
You would probably hate me,
and never talk to me until forever.
But there will never be a time,
that you'll leave my heart, never.
You're love has made an imprint
at that very special place.
And in my mind there are those memories
that are sure to never be erased.
I guess i can just go on and on,
about all of the things that we went through.
And those memories won't fade,
because they're all about you.
Now this is the time that
i should really straight up tell you
that i don't think that im ready
sorry, but its true
i thought that i was ready before
but i can no longer take it.
I'll just have to look truth in the eye
and just totally face it.
You're like my best friend,
and im being true to the heart.
I'd hate to lose you as a friend,
and I've been worried from the start.
Worried that you'd hate me
until forever in the end..
But i hope you can forgive me,
if i just wanna be best friends
COPYRiGHTED : 092104 TiFFANY SiBAL
*NOTE : im sorry that you had to hear it this way.. i just didn't know how to put it.. and you really need to start thinking positively.. i don't want to lose you as a friend in every single way.. you're a great person.. you should start believing me when i say that.. you're someone that i can trust.. you're someone that A LOT of people can trust.. we want to help you.. whether we're together or not.. i care a whole shitload for you.. whether you wanna believe it or not.. i know SO many people out there that care a whole shietface for you.. and want you to succeed and get better.. we wanna help you.. just please.. let us.. we're not going to let you die.. [[ THE END ]] | 
